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Make it clear,i'm deifinately not making advertisement for Tesco,but just some interesting things happened around Tesco.Huh-huh^^

There is a big Tesco 5-minute-walk away my university.Basically my friends and i will go shopping there once a week.Browsing in a big supermarket like Tesco is relaxing,especially after days of study,which my friend Hao can't agree more.I remember vividly once she said to me:"Hey,Winnie,i'm not feeling good,let's go to Tesco for a walk."God,Tesco has ended up being her vacation house...

Recently a super-big Tesco has marched into my hometown Wenling,which is a small city originally with only some medium-big domestic supermarkets.The building in which the Tesco lies has been built into a multi-functional shopping mall.Many native took the chance of the Spring Festival to visit there.including me.

As i arrived there with my parents,i found this Tesco was almost the same with the one near my university.but much bigger.This maked me feel very intimate.There being a stream of people surging,along with the festive songs,the Tesco was filled with the atmosphere of new year.As my parents had never shopped in such a big supermarket,i passed some of my experience to them,say,basically every item of machendise there has a turn of being promoted,so each time we should buy promoted items.

Back home,my parents were both satisfied with their purchases.

Before i went to sleep last night,i chatted with my boyfriend Chen through mobil phone as usual.

I forget how we came to the topic of his gift,but i remember clearly what we talked about follows.

"How's the watch i gave to you now?"Chen asked.

"Oh...still doesn't work.You know,i haven't found an appropriate watch store to send it to be repaired."I said.

"Do you know how i presented to you?"after a short pause he asked.

"Sure!It's the first gift you presented to me,and it was presented on the National Day of 2004."i was full of confidence that he'd be happy to know i remembered clearly.

"But you don't know how i bought it."He said in a sad tone.

i was a little take aback.With no idea what he meant to say,i jsut asked gently "how?"

"i bought it with the money i saved during my elementary school.The money with which i intended to buy something i dreamed of.But i finally gave the dream to you."He said.

Instantly my tears rushed out of my eyes.I was so guilty!The watch has been broken for almost 3 years,but i failed to repair it even once!How could i do that to the gift full of his love?

"Oh.i'm so sorry,dear.You should tell me early,you little fool..."i know my words were pale.

"Now you know that.Tell you what,i didn't expect the money would depreciat so quickly."He joked.

I chulcked.

"I love you,and i'm willing to sacrifice everything for you."He said firmly.

That moment my love towards him was totally overshadowed by his towards me.I used to think i'd done enough for him,and my love was enough.Now i realized what i'd done for him was far much less than it's supposed to be.

There's moderation in everything,but love.

I'm freakin' out!Today I got up after 11:30 again!

I always have this sleeping problem.But when i'm at home,it's especially serious.Is it because my bed is too comfortable or my room is too quiet?Maybe they are all the factors.But i don't want to change the situation by letting myself suffer.

Yes,of course have i set up alarming clock.It's just too easy to turn it off and go back to my dreams.It happens every time,no exceptions.Every time i get up after 10 o'clock,i feel upset and frustrated.

My mom is weird at this point that she likes me sleeping,from my childhood until now.Back in my middle school,even when i'd slept over the class' beginning time,she didn't bother to ask me up.So,it's all my own matter.I must conquer it all by myself.

I successfully restrain some of my desires in life,and this is what i believe.As regards my sleeping desire,it defeats me with no big effort.Why is it so invincible?I totally have no idea.

A friend warned me that if i keep doing so,half of my entire life will be spent in a "persistent vegetative state".Oh God,i don't want that way!