wilson
China
August 6, 2010
Everyone has photos, i was no exception.the photos may show you were happy or lonely
at that time.
the importance of the photos is that they give the visitors a space to imagine.
this imagine which may not true.
I have ever saw a photo of my friend.i call him friend may not fit.
the photo show he were happy with his roommates.they laughing talking and enjoy playing.
I watched the photo for a long time ,without say a word.i feel lonely and maybe a little envy.
I just such a person who afraid of lonely,and love to listen to a sad music again and again.
On August eighth 2008 is the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympics Game,
also it was the day of my birthday.
i saw Phelps won the swimming Competition,he looks so cool that attract me at once.
I have to say i'm fell in love with him just like the fans love the stars.
I know it clearly i'm not the president Bush or Obama. I'm not the Chairman HuJinTao
i have no chance to approach him.
On a Sunday i went to a net bar,a handsome boy just looks like Phelps sat next to me.
I want to make friends with him.
In fact he is one year older than me. I once heard that he was study in the same school with me.
I was very happy.
I want to invite him to go out to have fun, he refused twice. After that we get along with badly.
I don't know what i did wrong.
We are no longer friends.I watched his photo again and again,
lonely and envy filled with my heart.I have been in painful for a long time..........
One day i watched the photo of my classmates,
to my surprise, my classmates and i were watching the sport meeting happily,
at that time we were very happy.
the intelligent photographer remembered that happy time in a special way.
I'm no longer lonely. I am a lucky man.
I have my own classmates and we got on well with each other.
And a intelligent photographer remembered it. I can send them to others proudly.
Days ago i watched his photo again,to my surprise, i'm not so envy.why?
June 16, 2010
Holidays may be a lot of people look forward to - because he can take a break during the holidays, but holidays are torture for me - in addition to irritability, pain other than my faithful friend, and I have nothing.I hate to leave, especially vacation - a long vacation brought me too much trouble.
I like and a group of people together, even standing there, just standing there and I will not be lonely.I never do not have much attention on the girl, in my words that I have no interest in them.Sometimes I may have to pay attention to them - without them you are hard to share with other friends.I do not know I was not born the opposite sex are not interested.So-called "love" is nothing but to find common topics to chat.
Sometimes I think playing online games, when I am interested in playing no less than half an hour, and then start a new game, no use, the game is about the imagination, the game is a game after all.Left to imagine the value does not exist - in the virtual reality of life is not possible to meet the psychological requirements.
I hate to leave my mother at home for another reason, not because she urged me to study - she did not understand me, I can not, and she explained, do not go because I had learned not want to play the game, but lonely - I have to goa way different from the neighbor peers - in the house nine years, I was admitted to the focus of high school.They do not got in, and soon we parted ways.I am a person living in solitude in.I know I do not regret doing so - at least I see the future bright side.But a few years I will be a bitter battle.
I reiterate: In addition to irritability, pain other than my faithful friend, and I have nothing.I like some people, because I saw the photos of his heart filled with envy and longing.Education is my home suffer, or suffer, only to learn that way.I hate all this, the injustice to me!I may be able to, but I am satisfied with the time I never tolerate, I will not resign to fate, I have my thoughts.I read numerous articles in China, but I thoroughly dislike of Chinese culture - Honor your parents are not the subject of my life, the Chinese people for thousands of years of education of filial piety, but is a tool for Bale feudal rulers.Parents of older children is not sustenance, young people are a country of hope.Should be the pursuit of individuality.Return to their parents only economic, but the elderly part of life after all the elderly.
Some people say that I am weird, but that's not my nature - take special action, but want to attract the eyes of others Bale.I have been out of the limelight, grabbed someone else's glory, and the resulting conflicts over.But I never reconciled, I am not satisfied on the status of my policy has always been against.
When I'm not out of the introverted personality, I like and introverted person contacts, and by others, "bully" who is full of compassion - the world's poor are too many people!Sympathy will always be within the performance, he will not solve the problem, to be resolved on their own.The people within them as the best contacts and friends itself is wrong!To enjoy, to find happiness we must go and outward-looking guy, even though they played for the object you are you should go to the contact, juggling itself is playing, but not hostile and exclusion - if not you, they will feellose.
Many people think that within me and for friends and contacts.But I do not introverted, I have experienced within the period - that is a sad time.
Life has many pains I suffer never be accepted.I like some people, but also because of regular contact with less than the pain, but I never would not have endured all.
Loneliness is my faithful friend this holiday season, in addition to In addition, I have nothing.I hate holidays.Mom always my problem too simple to learn she is the biggest problem that I do not want to share with her - we thought the gap had been made.It is impossible to make up.Increasing our differences, it is inevitable, I've never thought of living with their parents too.If I was born in the United States, maybe I was free again.
See other people happy, I am both envious of frustration, I even want to take up arms to destroy it all I am not satisfied with the status quo.
Sitting in front of the computer, boring game to me more trouble.I like a prime minister, I like the people are the king, my other friend is my cabinet members.But I now can not find the king.
People who have a unity of materialism and idealism - the robot is only aware of the task only materialistic.I have my personality I have my pursuit, I hate other people's interference.
Some people learn science is not as obsessed with the game does not go on, but the inner pain.Urge parents to know that they do not understand the reasons for learning what does not go on.Chinese are Chinese, Chinese parents know their children take the family pressure.Family's future is the child's power - no!Children are people too have the freedom to learn is their own business, should be spontaneous.Future in their hands, they have the right to plan their own blueprint for the future.
The face of four walls, even though I opened hundreds of guns, leaving hundreds of bullet holes, but not penetrate that thick wall.
See others in trouble, to see them take a picture together with their body bared up
I green with envy.
People gathered to see a birthday party, I really wanted to join.
Saving is not the attitude of my life, I have sought Western culture, the pursuit of high consumption life.Similarly, the economy must support all this myself in their settlement.
I was struggling alone come to an end, I saw the four walls of the blockade.I am a dreamer, a child just hope in a dream to enjoy the happiness you will do, and now all is different, and I meet in the virtual era is over, I also asked the actual real life, no matter what means.
I like and a group of people together, even standing there, just standing there and I will not be lonely.I never do not have much attention on the girl, in my words that I have no interest in them.Sometimes I may have to pay attention to them - without them you are hard to share with other friends.I do not know I was not born the opposite sex are not interested.So-called "love" is nothing but to find common topics to chat.
Sometimes I think playing online games, when I am interested in playing no less than half an hour, and then start a new game, no use, the game is about the imagination, the game is a game after all.Left to imagine the value does not exist - in the virtual reality of life is not possible to meet the psychological requirements.
I hate to leave my mother at home for another reason, not because she urged me to study - she did not understand me, I can not, and she explained, do not go because I had learned not want to play the game, but lonely - I have to goa way different from the neighbor peers - in the house nine years, I was admitted to the focus of high school.They do not got in, and soon we parted ways.I am a person living in solitude in.I know I do not regret doing so - at least I see the future bright side.But a few years I will be a bitter battle.
I reiterate: In addition to irritability, pain other than my faithful friend, and I have nothing.I like some people, because I saw the photos of his heart filled with envy and longing.Education is my home suffer, or suffer, only to learn that way.I hate all this, the injustice to me!I may be able to, but I am satisfied with the time I never tolerate, I will not resign to fate, I have my thoughts.I read numerous articles in China, but I thoroughly dislike of Chinese culture - Honor your parents are not the subject of my life, the Chinese people for thousands of years of education of filial piety, but is a tool for Bale feudal rulers.Parents of older children is not sustenance, young people are a country of hope.Should be the pursuit of individuality.Return to their parents only economic, but the elderly part of life after all the elderly.
Some people say that I am weird, but that's not my nature - take special action, but want to attract the eyes of others Bale.I have been out of the limelight, grabbed someone else's glory, and the resulting conflicts over.But I never reconciled, I am not satisfied on the status of my policy has always been against.
When I'm not out of the introverted personality, I like and introverted person contacts, and by others, "bully" who is full of compassion - the world's poor are too many people!Sympathy will always be within the performance, he will not solve the problem, to be resolved on their own.The people within them as the best contacts and friends itself is wrong!To enjoy, to find happiness we must go and outward-looking guy, even though they played for the object you are you should go to the contact, juggling itself is playing, but not hostile and exclusion - if not you, they will feellose.
Many people think that within me and for friends and contacts.But I do not introverted, I have experienced within the period - that is a sad time.
Life has many pains I suffer never be accepted.I like some people, but also because of regular contact with less than the pain, but I never would not have endured all.
Loneliness is my faithful friend this holiday season, in addition to In addition, I have nothing.I hate holidays.Mom always my problem too simple to learn she is the biggest problem that I do not want to share with her - we thought the gap had been made.It is impossible to make up.Increasing our differences, it is inevitable, I've never thought of living with their parents too.If I was born in the United States, maybe I was free again.
See other people happy, I am both envious of frustration, I even want to take up arms to destroy it all I am not satisfied with the status quo.
Sitting in front of the computer, boring game to me more trouble.I like a prime minister, I like the people are the king, my other friend is my cabinet members.But I now can not find the king.
People who have a unity of materialism and idealism - the robot is only aware of the task only materialistic.I have my personality I have my pursuit, I hate other people's interference.
Some people learn science is not as obsessed with the game does not go on, but the inner pain.Urge parents to know that they do not understand the reasons for learning what does not go on.Chinese are Chinese, Chinese parents know their children take the family pressure.Family's future is the child's power - no!Children are people too have the freedom to learn is their own business, should be spontaneous.Future in their hands, they have the right to plan their own blueprint for the future.
The face of four walls, even though I opened hundreds of guns, leaving hundreds of bullet holes, but not penetrate that thick wall.
See others in trouble, to see them take a picture together with their body bared up
I green with envy.
People gathered to see a birthday party, I really wanted to join.
Saving is not the attitude of my life, I have sought Western culture, the pursuit of high consumption life.Similarly, the economy must support all this myself in their settlement.
I was struggling alone come to an end, I saw the four walls of the blockade.I am a dreamer, a child just hope in a dream to enjoy the happiness you will do, and now all is different, and I meet in the virtual era is over, I also asked the actual real life, no matter what means.
February 18, 2010
Adhere to objective, despite the difficulties, to the real meaning of
Honestly, I want to be Prime Minister, really, not because I am reluctant to part with power, but I could not understand an officer who happens to people of the high-handed bullying domineering Jin. The Prime Minister can only do so independent, in order to truly live their lives. I know that a very difficult, when the Prime Minister is by no means talking about it, I know, placed in front of me there are two paths, politics and law is indeed very difficult, I want to leave it independent, I hate this house - all day long endless troubles, I am not a "dutiful son" Confucius you have finished yet, are you the set of 100 cases in the legal system here in my harm no one's interest, I must still fight with you, I never said that there would be no clan.
I am not so heartless, I do own power, so that return, even though I hate the house, but I will go to return, after all, it is raising me.
Some people say that I am idiot, yes, it seems a bit, I sleep, simply because there is no power, how they reminders of no help, I feel like I had never been "home" worked hard. I do not want such a home. What kind of home? Some people say that love is a house with a home. However, the house I must have, I do not have the money, it is necessary to be inherited, but I want to go to London, want to go to the United States, that the West's life is my pursuit.
These are too difficult, just six in the effort can not be done, and I wanted to build one, like the ancient city-states like Athens, the Republic of the public in the United States, perhaps, but in China it's too difficult, I am not a capitalist, nor is it political at home but I am eager to work hard to achieve it.
I no longer wish to insolent, that forced me to have to have a tough weak, lowly and the kind of person is too sad. I know that four years of "two confrontation" is a lesson, I did not win, nor lose, but I lost too much, I do not care about the loss of a friend, or that sentence - there is no eternal enemies, but also are no permanent friends, only permanent interests.
I have a serious failure of this test - defeat at the Mody a goal, lost in the absence of independence, lost in the mix, there is no target mix.
Who started this failure, fourth day of victory, because I spotted the target - was admitted to Zibo VI - I was successful, despite the dip in the light of God - that's enough lucky. This failure is not lost in the "anarchy", but there is no clarity of purpose. Decide the fate of two and a half, I have selected a nonsense seems to good to be true it seems an ideal, not me insolent, but I have to do so, not only to Kaode Hao, popularity is good, the most important thing is dealing with good interpersonal interests to ensure that respect other people's interests, protect their own best interest. To build their own dream castle is not so simple, very tired, is very long and protracted.
What is the rise of the Declaration, recovery plan, there is no clear sense of purpose it, all are all rubbish. I was so surprised that so unusual, no way, God, God I was born in this family, I do not like. - I did not want to be prime minister, but I have to become prime minister.
It was not fair because it is not fair, through the back door is not fair, why? People rich and powerful, do not you people home this is a violation of freedom of others. Separation of powers can be avoided to a certain extent, authoritarian, but not absolute, the law is man-made, but also by the people to abolish it, the law, after all, are nothing but people. Human morality in any case in which materialism the law of value is 1. Only to a certain extent the macro-control regulation.
Companies want to succeed in the law of value must be inside the activity, must have its own advantages, and similarly, we must also have their own advantages.
So many intellectuals, why only a few successful - only a few people have goals, only a few people to create advantages, only a few people know how to adapt to society. Most people complain about the situation unfair. Your ancestors did not give you leave the family business, do not give you this this and that and that, but God for you, he does not give you wealth will give you the opportunity to create wealth, do not give your house, be sure to give you wood.
Dream, a distant Rome, many roads leading to Rome, Rome hard to enjoy the best in which I am aware that there may be unsuccessful, it is not your fault. Fight, and hard, as it is frankly the unsuccessful.
The Premier - it's crazy, and I meant nothing, no money, no influence, no one, but I thing everyone - family, parents, relatives, and six kinds of learning environment. A goal, a power, there is a dream.
Goal is ambitious, need to sweat, a good performance is not an end, our family there are many poor people poor performance, they are still looked down on me, and it is not surprising that they have money, if not learned that, with their parents can still be The Apprentice, For my part, nothing, they think highly of smth me?
But I have to kind of adhere to the spirit of the impoverished Japan maintained that people can be poor, can his family is not good, but not extravagance and dissipation.
The Premier, is my greatest pursuit, others say that I am crazy, but I will never give up, failure is not what the hard struggle
The meaning of life is hard work, that would be happy.
Honestly, I want to be Prime Minister, really, not because I am reluctant to part with power, but I could not understand an officer who happens to people of the high-handed bullying domineering Jin. The Prime Minister can only do so independent, in order to truly live their lives. I know that a very difficult, when the Prime Minister is by no means talking about it, I know, placed in front of me there are two paths, politics and law is indeed very difficult, I want to leave it independent, I hate this house - all day long endless troubles, I am not a "dutiful son" Confucius you have finished yet, are you the set of 100 cases in the legal system here in my harm no one's interest, I must still fight with you, I never said that there would be no clan.
I am not so heartless, I do own power, so that return, even though I hate the house, but I will go to return, after all, it is raising me.
Some people say that I am idiot, yes, it seems a bit, I sleep, simply because there is no power, how they reminders of no help, I feel like I had never been "home" worked hard. I do not want such a home. What kind of home? Some people say that love is a house with a home. However, the house I must have, I do not have the money, it is necessary to be inherited, but I want to go to London, want to go to the United States, that the West's life is my pursuit.
These are too difficult, just six in the effort can not be done, and I wanted to build one, like the ancient city-states like Athens, the Republic of the public in the United States, perhaps, but in China it's too difficult, I am not a capitalist, nor is it political at home but I am eager to work hard to achieve it.
I no longer wish to insolent, that forced me to have to have a tough weak, lowly and the kind of person is too sad. I know that four years of "two confrontation" is a lesson, I did not win, nor lose, but I lost too much, I do not care about the loss of a friend, or that sentence - there is no eternal enemies, but also are no permanent friends, only permanent interests.
I have a serious failure of this test - defeat at the Mody a goal, lost in the absence of independence, lost in the mix, there is no target mix.
Who started this failure, fourth day of victory, because I spotted the target - was admitted to Zibo VI - I was successful, despite the dip in the light of God - that's enough lucky. This failure is not lost in the "anarchy", but there is no clarity of purpose. Decide the fate of two and a half, I have selected a nonsense seems to good to be true it seems an ideal, not me insolent, but I have to do so, not only to Kaode Hao, popularity is good, the most important thing is dealing with good interpersonal interests to ensure that respect other people's interests, protect their own best interest. To build their own dream castle is not so simple, very tired, is very long and protracted.
What is the rise of the Declaration, recovery plan, there is no clear sense of purpose it, all are all rubbish. I was so surprised that so unusual, no way, God, God I was born in this family, I do not like. - I did not want to be prime minister, but I have to become prime minister.
It was not fair because it is not fair, through the back door is not fair, why? People rich and powerful, do not you people home this is a violation of freedom of others. Separation of powers can be avoided to a certain extent, authoritarian, but not absolute, the law is man-made, but also by the people to abolish it, the law, after all, are nothing but people. Human morality in any case in which materialism the law of value is 1. Only to a certain extent the macro-control regulation.
Companies want to succeed in the law of value must be inside the activity, must have its own advantages, and similarly, we must also have their own advantages.
So many intellectuals, why only a few successful - only a few people have goals, only a few people to create advantages, only a few people know how to adapt to society. Most people complain about the situation unfair. Your ancestors did not give you leave the family business, do not give you this this and that and that, but God for you, he does not give you wealth will give you the opportunity to create wealth, do not give your house, be sure to give you wood.
Dream, a distant Rome, many roads leading to Rome, Rome hard to enjoy the best in which I am aware that there may be unsuccessful, it is not your fault. Fight, and hard, as it is frankly the unsuccessful.
The Premier - it's crazy, and I meant nothing, no money, no influence, no one, but I thing everyone - family, parents, relatives, and six kinds of learning environment. A goal, a power, there is a dream.
Goal is ambitious, need to sweat, a good performance is not an end, our family there are many poor people poor performance, they are still looked down on me, and it is not surprising that they have money, if not learned that, with their parents can still be The Apprentice, For my part, nothing, they think highly of smth me?
But I have to kind of adhere to the spirit of the impoverished Japan maintained that people can be poor, can his family is not good, but not extravagance and dissipation.
The Premier, is my greatest pursuit, others say that I am crazy, but I will never give up, failure is not what the hard struggle
The meaning of life is hard work, that would be happy.
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