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violet166

violet166

Poland

July 16, 2009
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Tell me
who I am?
what am I doing?
Tell me.

Tell me
who I am for You?
what do You think about me?
Tell me.

Tell me
how do You feel when You see me?
do You lie when I ask You about truth?
Tell me.

Tell me
why I doubt in Your words?
why I suffer because of You?
Tell me.

now, I tell You one
I love You
fuckin' stupid guy
I didn't want it
but it happened
I didn't believe in love
but it come to me
without asking me
without reason...

but I don't want this love
I don't need it
and I will live like before
like nothing happened
even if my heart will bleed
I won't tell You that.


 

 

 

recently, I found out that without feelings real poet writes nothing. it's really impossible write about sth but doesn't feel that. I know about what I write, I feel that....

01:34 PM Jul 29 2009

just a person
阿联酋

i know exactly that feeling and much worse

love = pain

03:51 PM Jul 16 2009

prince_of_love
厄立特里亚

 And that's the thing which makes your poems very appealing and interesting ( at least to me) because I feel that all you write comes directly from what you feel. Thats the real quality of a poet..

July 15, 2009
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lol. u see, in sunday was accident, near my home. driver was probably drunk, car went almost 200 km/h ! three guys died immediately, they were 17, 21 and 24 years old, girl (my neighbour, firstly everybody thought that she died) is 16 and doctors give her 6 % for survival.. her brain is dying... and one guy, 18 years old, he'll survive.... it's almost sure. 

and... frankly, I must say that I don't feel sorry for them. it's everything their fault... they were young, too young to die.. but it's still their fault... it was new car and driver wanted show how fast it can be. and he showed.. :S

sb. even made film ab one of these guys:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndsqoX4oFvE 

in end of movie u can see photos from this accident... just awful... :/

July 12, 2009
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well, 2 questions, as u see. I ask because I don't understand that. why do u need friend? because u want tell him/her ab ur problems. or what? because for me, it's not normal when everybody share with me their problems.. or that I share with other people my problems.. :S it's not fuckin business what I did and what kind of problems I have, right? so, I don't want and don't like talk ab my problems... even it's very difficult and I suffer, I don't tell anybody ab this. it's my damned business. anyway... I have one friend.. emm... maybe it's not good description.. it's sth. that I like him so much and I don't want lose him.. heh... he always say that I'm his savior xD and... frankly, he's lucky that I replied him when he wrote to me first time because not always I reply for messages from uknowns xD   I'm again beginning talk ab me. fuck.. :S anyway, I want know why do u need friends? for have fun, for sharing ur problems? or what? I only want understand that (but I don't know if it's possible looooooooool)

and 2nd question, why do u want meet new people, to find out sth. new about different countries, or simply, to meet people with who u'll be happy? or sth. different? I have no idea. frankly, even me.. I don't know why I talk with another people here... I can't believe that some of them want know sth ab me.. it's strange for me, because for exp. me. frankly, I don't care what sb do in his/her life, bla, bla, bla.... it's not my business.. I don't know person, yeah?

offfffff.... I think, that's all... as usual I forgot ab a lot of things but now I don't remind anything.. :S

see ya people...!

 

AND DON'T FORGET LEAVE COMMENT!

hahahahah

11:15 AM Jul 13 2009

kade89
墨西哥

 hye i'm agree with u and i liked the song that you hear seee u and tkae care by the way my name is edgar from mexico  ... success

06:14 PM Jul 12 2009

Mynote

Mynote
泰国

 If you understand the word "sharing" then you'd understand whly :)

05:34 PM Jul 12 2009

prince_of_love
厄立特里亚

Because you are an independent person, a person who believes that can do everything on her own without any kind of help from the others. That's what makes u feel that u don't wanna meet new people.

Don't worry, you are a human Laughing but your personality is so unique and rare!! that's what makes u feel that ur not in a mood to meet any new people but see, your human nature made you join ebaby!! and one of the purpose is to find new people :)

05:15 PM Jul 12 2009

violet166

violet166
波兰

I care ab people's opinion and ur also because I like know what other people think ab some things... xD

anyway.. human's nature... so I'm not human, because I don't feel that I want meet someone new  I can even say that I don't like people.. meet new people... 

05:02 PM Jul 12 2009

prince_of_love
厄立特里亚

It's a pretty interesting topic that u had posted and u might not find the answer you are searching for but I'm gonna give my point of view ( even if u don't give a damn care about it, I'm talking like you now :D )

Every person see's this by his/her own eye, which I mean you won't find a common opinion about this topic, some might say I'm too weak to confront the daily-life problems, so I need a company, so may say coz I wanna have fun and so on. Plus it's human nature, an irresistable force which makes you feel to be around some people whom you trust!! So, simply it's human nature.

Ohh.. meeting new people is a great advantage for any person, u might not feel it but it really increases the activity of the person, it may drive away any kind of hatred, discrimination and so on.

Imagine that u see and be around the same people for many years, won't it be a lil bit boring!! so, I can say that's another human nature which can't be easily dropped!!

P.S: I know u don't even give a damn care about my opinion :D:D but this kind of topic is kinda impossible to pass through it without giving a comment on it :D