my diary
Poland
August 20, 2009
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I’m really, really angry… and everything because of my mom… she again told me that I don’t want go out to people, that I don’t talk with them. Just I talk with these stupid metalheads…. And that I take stupid photos and I look terrible.. bla, bla, bla… can’t she understand that I’m not like all these stupid people from my village or my class? But she still tell me they normal and the only who is strange and insane is me…. Cool… :/ the worst that she doesn’t know how I am really. Before I didn’t show what I think really and always I thought about this what I do, what kind of photos I show my friends etc. but thanks one stupid guy, I opened my eyes and changed myself. And I like myself now. But my mom tell me all the time that I’m not normal, that I should talk with people…. Bla, bla, bla.. it’s boring.. anyway, what can I talk with people from my village about? They are all hypocritical and just pretend nice and friendly people. Mom grumble that I don’t go to disco or anywhere, I told her, I haven’t intend go to disco where are those fucking stupid guys! :/ everybody are the same, just look for the most beautiful ‘barbie’ and later go fuck… pfff..that’s why I won’t go to disco. Damn.. is it so hardly to understand??? I think, no. but my mom doesn’t want understand that I’m not like everybody. And I don’t want be. Anyway, it’s my life and my business, right? By the way, my sister is not better. She always shows my mom my crazy photos.. pfffff…. My sis is so commercial? She writes these stupid ‘HeLLoW! HoW ArE YoU?’ one letter small, next big.. awful.. :S what’s more… my mom told me that I have to with my sis to disco on Sunday… I don’t know, my sis is small girl or what? She’s 14 yrs old! So, she can go alone!